wow...skewl started...its gay..i mean its fun..buh at some point its gay..lol dese days its been good...buh it could be better...ppl are changing....iono some for da good and some for da bad...i miss da old times where ppl were jus themselves and yea...its not jus about friends...iono buh for some reason i been feeling bleh...i wanna do sumthing new...my days are like a routine..its gay ;P..haha buh yea besides dese things everythings fine..;DD

i hab no skewl next friday and monday...im so happy...;DD haha i get to wake up lateeeee...buh everyones has skewl...o wells..dat sux for yu guys >;P

ay diz iz joyce ;] juss wanted to write diz entry for mah babie cuz itz her bday today nd i juss wanted her to know how much she meanz to me... juss hit her up wit some luvin` k..? moOowahz... i love u soo much sara ;] thanx for alwayz being there for me nd thanx for making me alwayz smile.. ;D u know im alwayz here for u... love yah bebz..

happie bday to u.. happie bday to u.. happie bday dear sara.. happie bday to u..

ahHh.. mah babie gurl iz growing up... =[ sa rang ah.. sa rang haen dae... lol.. <3

shaddup jamez... ur gay ;p haha... u know im juss kiddin witchu.. take carre of mah babie...

*edit by jamez*

there yu go joyce..got yo pic wit her up there..

jus wanna say thnx ;D

joyce choi : woww...iono even kno where to start buh i jus wanna say thank you for everything u've done for me..u were always there wen i needed to talk...always welcomed me wit a smile wenever i came over wen i hada bad day...iono how i could've went though alla da drama witout yu...u were always optimistic bout everything...helpin me see da positive sides of things...even if yu had other problems to worry bout...u always put me first b4 yu...ur like mah second sister...and i love yu soo much...mah love for yu is unconditional...i wish dat i could do da same and i will...so akways kno dat ima be here withchu no matter wut u goin through...moOoowahz

yoomie: yoomie..yoomie..yoomie...hehe u are da most gentle-minded person i've ever met...yu were always tellin me bout god wenever sumthing went wrong...u always told me...god has a greater plan for me...yoomie u helped me emotionally and spiritually..and im realli thankful for dat...u are always optimistic bout everything too...u showed me dat life jus doesnt revolve around da things dat are onli temporary in life rii now...god comes first...and dat hes always there for me no matter wut...i jus wish i could've done da same...thnx for always listening and alwaays being there...always kno dat i love you adn imma be here wen u need me...moOoowhaz

joyce kim: haha wow joycee...u are one of da slowest grl i met...of course after me...hehehe buh yea...woww we had a good times and bad times...buh in da end...we still stuck together...i havent chilled witchu or talked to yu for awhile...buh ima still here wenever u need me...u were always there wen i needed sumone to hang out wit...or wen i jus needed sumone there...haha u always came through...i love yu lotz and i miss yu...u were also there for me wen i had problemz...u always had mah baq...we are like D I S..hahah we even hab nicknames for each other ;P buh yea...thnx for everything yu've done...i love yuuu sooo muchoo...haha i hope dat we stay like dis til we DIE ;P moOoowhazzzz

john: johnnn mah godbrotherrrrr ;D....thank you for every lil thing yu've done for me...hahha thank you for jus even listening to mah problems...hahah even tho we havent known each other for a looooooooooooooong time like other gs and gbz...i feel like we known each other for a loooooooooooooooooong timeee ;D...u were always there wen i needed yu...ahaha always took care of me...rememeber baq in da days...wen we used to chill...u always used to make sure i went home...and if i didnt go home yet...u waitied til i did...even tho it wuz madd late or yu were tired...hahaha u also paid for me for sum thingss...hehe i love yu soooo muchhh...always kno ima be here too...and dat yu always hab sumone to talk to wen yu gp through "girl" problems hehe moOooowhaz

last buh not least...mah baby..

james: woww...itz gun be our 6th month on monday...i feel like i've known yu for a loooong time tho...hehe neways...baby i wanna say thank yu for being straight out wit me..we had our bad times...and it wuz mostly mah fault..im sorriee...yu there guiding me...is sumthing im thankful for...even tho yu dunt like doin sum of da things yu do...yu still do it...for mah good...wenever im in a bad mood or sumthing...yu always try to make me smile..even if yu werent ina good of a mood either...u always put me first...i feel madd lucki to hab yu in mah life..ur a big part of me rii now...ur like mah other half...haha yeaa sumthinglike dat...buh yeaa...i love yu wit all mah heart...and nuttinz gun change dat...im not da "perfect" gurl or da type of gurl u want...buh i want to be...all i want is for yu to be happy...and i want to be da reason why ur happy...i dunt wanna make ur life harder or stress yu out...and im sorrie for dat...i care bout yu so much...and i always will..u gun be leaving soon..and i jus want you to leave wit good and happy memories...not da bad ones..even tho yu are leaving...dats not gun change da way i feel bout yu...ur always gun be wit me...haha like yu said we are unseperatable or sumthing like dat hehehe buh yea...always kno dat ima be here no matter wut..and dat i love yu...and dat i jus need you...nuttin else and ill be more den satisfied...moOooowhaz <333

O AND TO PPL I DIDNT MENTION...DUNT TAKE IT PERSONALLY...I STILL LOVE YU DA SAME...IT WUZ JUS TOO MUCH TO TYPE...HEHE MOoOOOOWAHZZ I LOVE YU ALL...AND SHAQ MAH 1ST SON ;P HAHA YEAAA...ALWAYS KNO DAT I LOVE YU..YU KNO WHO YU ARE ;D

got disss frm another xangaaa

Q: do yu hab a gf / bf..?
A: yeshhhh

Q: have yu ever been in love..?
A: yess i think im in love now puehehe

Q: hab yu ever liked sumone so much dat it made yu cry..?
A: hmmm....does dat sumone playin a trick on me count....? dat made me    cry ;[

Q: hab yu ever taken drugs..?
A: nopeeeee

Q: gone all da way..??
A: nopeeeee

Q: ever gone an extended period of time witout shaving??
A: wut da...ewwww nahhhhh

Q: gone on stage..?
A: huh..?

Q: stayed home on a saturday night jus because..?
A: well i havent been home dese saturdays nights...i wuz wit mah babiee ;DDD

Q: are yu happy wit life..?
A: ehh...itz aiii..can be better tho..

Q: are yu lonely..?
A: nopeeee...james is there =D

Q: do yu hab a best friend..?
A: yea...a couple actually

Q: who do yu hang out wit da most..?
A: in skewl..jean carlos, frankie, nique, alex, kelli, rita, etc...
    out of skewl...fl ppl...joyceee..and of courseee JAMESSSS ;DD

Q:who do yu email da most..?
A: havent sent an email in a looong timeeeee...

Q: who do yu get da most emails frm..?
A: u kno..mah fanz ;P haha mah church teacherrr hannaaa ;D

Q: whos da loudest of ur friends..?
A: umm...all of em are loud...

Q: whos da shyest..?
A: dunno...wen they around me they are loud..

Q: who do yu go advice...??
A: hmmm

Q: who knows all ur secrets..?
A: ummm....ahem*

Q: who do yu cry wit..?
A: i dunt cry around ppl...haha

Q: are yu...good looking..?
A: ahahaha hella yea..look at me...wutchu kno bout dis?! jpjp ;P

Q: quiet..?
A: sumtimes..

Q: boring..?
A: am i....?

In da last 24 hrs hab yu......

Cried? nopeee...y would i..?
Laughed? haha yeaa...all da timee
Helped sumone? yepp mah mama...hehe
Bought sumthing? nopeeee
Dissected sumthing? wth...?
Drank? nopeee
Cut ur hair? nah uh..

Kissed sumone? nope =[
Missed sumone? yeaaaa
Told sumone yu loved them? i think so..
Hugged sumone? does mah dog count?
Fallen in love? isnt dis da same question frm b4..?

Met sumone new? nopeee
Felt stoopid? yeaaaa
Talked to sumone yu hab a crush on? nope dunt hab a crush on neone..i hab mah babbiee haha

Survey Middle:

Q: what cdz in ur cd player rii now?
A: wut kind of a question is dis..?

Q: who is ur favorite spice..?
A: u mean spice gurlz..?? ewww hell nahh

Q: Favorite disney character?
A: umm....

Q: Favorite movie(s)?
A: dunnoo

Q: Favorite TV shows?
A: hmmm...

Q: Favorite slurpy flavor?
A: does icee count?

Q: Favorite fast foods?
A: bk...noo..taco belll...no i like everything

Q: Favorite song?
A: mario winans-i dunt wanna know..haha

Q: wut outfit do yu wear da most?
A: umm...i dunt onli wear one outfit

Q: wut is ur shoe size?
A: well i wear 51/2-7..weirdd

Q: Biggest flirt yu know..?
A: haha dunt even hab gotta say who

Q: wut do yu want to be wen yu grow up..?
A: a CIA..haha jus watch ;P if not a doctor

Q: wut is da weirdest thing yu've ever done?
A: hmmmm

Q: wut are ur nicknames?
A: dunt hab..i think...